April 2007

Name: cathy esoo
city-state: san diego
Date: Sunday, April 29, 2007
Time: 12:38 AM

Hi Brittany I know prom and graduation is coming up and it would have been your parents most happiest time for you and I feel so bad.

My girls both went through it .I wish I could ease their pain. I was at the ceremony of your two year and could see how your parents felt your loss. I pray for them and I wish I could take away the emptiness and pain.

Cathy Esoo

Name: Daisy Nava
city-state: San Diego, Ca
Date: Saturday, April 28, 2007
Time: 06:30 PM

I personally didn't know brittney but i found out about her and read her story on the site of CA all stars. It touched me so much and made me cry and she has inspired me to join CA all stars.

im now on the team and im very happy.


city-state: Gahanna Ohio
Date: Friday, April 27, 2007
Time: 06:26 PM

im so sad what happened. brittany from what i heard you were a very nice person and i wish ur family the best

i kno ur lookin down on every one and i hope that you are and i know you are in a better place!!!!

well im gonna go i wish everyone the best!!!!

Name: Toni Williams
city-state: La Mesa Ca.
Date: Friday, April 27, 2007
Time: 03:05 PM

Star, you've been on my mind a lot lately. Jackie reminded me of the time. It still doesn't seem possible that so much time has gone by. I'm sure for you and your family it feels like an eternity.

How are you doing? Please know that you all are in our prayers and our thoughts too.

GOD Bless you, Toni

Name: cathyesoo
city-state: San Diego Ca
Date: Friday, April 27, 2007
Time: 01:01 AM

I pray for your mom and dad it is almost mothers day and your prom, and graduation. I feel so bad wish I could take away their pain.

Your mom and dad are beautiful people.

Cathy Esoo

Name: Christine
city-state: San Diego Ca
Date: Thursday, April 26, 2007
Time: 2:16 am

Hey Brittany,

Just want to let you know you are thought about daily.  Your Mommy and I have created a special Wednesday night together.  We call it our "Starry, Starry Night". (Cute, huh?)

Your sisters and Tehya get to play together and eat dinner, and your mommy and I talk about everything and nothing.  It's just some time we set aside for an hour or two to be together once a week.  We make it a point to try to always make it.

I promised her a long time ago that I would always be there for her and the funny thing is, I received a pleasant surprise that I wasn't expecting.... She's helped me in special ways and is always there for me too!  Funny how things work out, huh?

We miss you so much.

Angels all around us....

Love & Hugs to you little girl,

Coach Christine

Name: cathy esoo
city-state: San Diego ca
Date: Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Time: 09:55 PM

Hi Britt I met your mom and family yesterday as we remembered your beautiful smile and the personality that you had. I felt good meeting them after the 2 years.

I just got back from the mall after shopping with my daughter Monette and thought of you when I came home, I know your mom shopped with you and bought you jeans the day of the accident. I pray for you and your family.

Cathy Esoo

Name: Daddy
city-state: Escondido Ca
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 10:27 PM

My Dearest Brittany, My Baby Girl...

Yesterday was 2 years since I last heard your voice in life, I hear you now and then from time to time, but it will never be the same!

I miss you so much baby girl!!! You'll be 18 in just a few months and I can only imagine how perfect and beautiful you still are... only now you're all that and more above with our lord.

Please forgive me Britt if sometimes I lose my faith and find myself questioning why this happened??? It is so hard to accept that I will not again see you until who knows when??? Wish I knew Baby Girl!

I am once again finding myself short of words but you know everything I have to say and how I feel...

We Love you and we miss you Brittany!!! Can't Wait To Kiss You!!! Again & Again & Again!!! Be With You Again!!! Sweet Dreams Above...

Love, Daddy & Cameron

Name: Tiffany
city-state: So Cali
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 09:21 PM

Hey Brittany,

Wow today was such a hard day for us all. I miss you so much. Today I brought you pink roses. It has been so hard living each day without talking to you and feeling your great big hugs. We will always be best friends Britt.

I hope you are having fun playing with Jesus. I love you so much sweetie and hope that you always remember that. I will see you again someday.

Your Mommy and Daddy miss you soooooo much. They live each day for you. Today we celebrated your life. The life you lived with all of us by your side. And we are still by your side. Still pullin for you still prayin for you. I will never forget the fun times that we had. And watching those videos tonight at your Mommy's house, just made me cry even harder because I remembered us playing in my pool and making cookies. Dancing and singing. And now the world has been touched with your story.

Your big bright smile has touched the lives of everyone. I love you Brittany Star.

Love Tiffany Rolls

Name: Rebecca Wilner
city-state: Monterey, California
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 05:54 PM

Brittany's candle stayed lit all night and day today. The candle will burn out within the hour, but the light and flame from within Brittany will forever stay lit and shining brightly. Keep her memory alive. Rest in Peace Butterfly.

Love to all and God Bless, Rebecca

Name: Tammy Rydahl
city-state: San Diego, CA
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 04:38 PM

Hello sweet Brittany- Well 2 years have passed but on many levels time has stood still since the day you left this earth.

Your mom and dad have gone to great lengths to keep your memory very much alive and they have done such a good job!

They are both getting along day to day but you can truly see that a piece of them is missing! You would be so proud of all of the incredible things they have done to honor you!! Tonight we will all gather at the accident site - I hope you are there with us!!!

Blowing kisses to you in Heaven- Tammy

Name: Tori
city-state: Greensboro north carolina
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 12:26 PM

I cheer at cheer extreme allstars in north carolina. A few months ago i saw her video on youtube.

I have lost 11 friends and i know how you feel. my prayers are with you. RIP You will never be forgotten.

 love always Tori

Name: Mommy
city-state: San Diego
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 09:06 AM

Hello My Angel, Today is the 2 year anniversary of you going home to be with our heavenly father.

These times are extremely hard for me because I go back into time and relive it all again. It’s like it happened yesterday.

 I relieve our joyful last day together and I relive the heartbreak of finding you dead. The pain just crushes my soul and each year that goes by I’m more and more crushed.

Baylee and I went to your accident site this morning at 2:25am so you would not be alone. We prayed and cried for you.

Someone hung a big butterfly balloon and a Star that said “Brittany”. In the quiet of the night the balloon was being batted around over and over again while we talked to you. I felt it was you letting us know you were there. Thank you for always being with us.

So much to say to you but the pain just pours out overwhelming my words. The ache is so intense all the time for you. I try so hard to get by, put on that face that says to the world “I’m okay” and be here for your sisters but in the end nothing has changed for me. This is the deepest pain I have EVER felt in my life and when you were so unfairly taken from me that day I lost so much of me and I will never be the same. No time, person or love could ever change that.

This was such a big year for us, Prom, Graduation, College your 18th Birthday. These are the times a parent waits for since the day you are born and I’m so saddened to never see any of what we talked about become a reality.

I’m so sorry Brittany. It’s just not fair that your life was ripped away from you. It’s just not fair that you will never again be with your sisters as they grow up. I still feel so angry at the meaningless event that took your life. It’s just not right!!

I try really hard to just trust in the mercy and justice of God. I feel if you leave matter in His hands, you can trust him to do what is right. I have to believe that Brittany…he will do right by what happened to you. “He holds the Future”.

I miss you terribly and the void I have in my heart will never be filled - it only waits for you again. The spirit I once knew as the “real” me is shattered and without you in my life I will never be me again.

You were my life, everything I took pride in. I will always dedicate my life to keep your memories alive for your sisters and all others that love you. Although, I cannot change what has happened, I will never accept it either. I will never think of you as gone, you will forever be filled in my heart and memories of the daughter that was my whole life. Our dreams we shared may not have been fulfilled, but I know there will be a time for us again. I will hold on to them until I once again take your hand, my precious child.

Love to you always & forever Mommy

Name: Sissy- Baylee
city-state: San Diego
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 08:33 AM

Dear Sissy, I love you and miss you. I will always remember you and the great big smile you always had on your face. You will be in my heart forever.

I bet you are having a good time in Heaven.

I will always remember the special times we had like when I would wash the dishes for you while you went on the computer!! HaHa

I will always miss you teaching me things. We will meet again...

Love Baylee

Name: Amanda
Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time: 03:22 AM


it's been two years, and nothing is the same, nothing ever will be. It still hurts the same, i still miss you the same, if not more.

you should be here with us, for prom, graduation, everything,

it's so sad that you're not. but i know you live on in all of our hearts, that will never fade, ever. you've taught me so much, and i will never stop loving you or missing you.

I hope you're having fun up there, i miss you & love you like crazy!

Name: bree.
City-State: Escondido, Ca.
Date:  Monday, April 23, 2007
Time: 04:45 PM

wow. its 2 years tomorrow since your accident.

i miss you so much. i miss seeing you come through the gym doors at CA with that big smile on your face.

i dont know..im still in shock mann..i caNNoT beliEvE its going to be two years tomorrow. mann brittany, i miss you so much and like i dont even know what else to say right now.

im just really sad and i just want you to know that i still think about you every day and you wont EVER be forgotten .. i love you and i miss you <333

Name: kendall J
City-State: camdenNJ
Monday, April 23, 2007
04:14 PM

hello. i felt so horrible when i saw brittanys video on youtube.

I live in a town that isnt the best. Many people pass away. My best friend died in a car accident a few days ago with a tractor trailer with many people in it. I saw the damage and it was horrible, Another good friend of mine died in a fire. Its a sad thing.

Brittany seemed like a girl that became friends with everyone. Rest in peace. And good luck to you guys in the future!!

<3 Much Love, Kendall =)

From: corline mcconnell
City-State: watertown new york
Date: Monday, April 23, 2007
Time: 10:52 AM

rest in peace angel