January 2007

From:Kevin
City-State: RB
Date:       January 29, 2007
Time:       07:52 PM

Hey Starr - Just thinking of Brittany and thinking what it would be like for us if she were here today. I always speak to her in my prayers. Just thought I'd let you know..
Love u..
K


From:       Cathy Esoo
City-State: san diego
Date:       January 26, 2007
Time:       03:19 AM

Hey Britt
Your thought  of often. We miss you Cathy Esoo

From:       Cathy Esoo
City-State: San Diego Ca
 Date:       January 26, 2007
Time:       03:05 AM

Hello Britt
Thinking of you today and wishing you were here with us. My daughters 19 and 25 take lots for granite and it could all be gone tomorrow.

Cathy Esoo


From:       Treasure Frescura
City-State: Vista, CA
Date:       January 18, 2007
Time:       02:21 PM

Beautiful Brittany...

I miss you soooo much...its been a while that I've been on here...but I just want you to know that I think about you everyday...I have about three pictures of you on my wall...in my binder...your always on my mind....you've really changed my life...every time I put on that bracelet of yours I turn into another person...you will always be with me no matter what happens...when I think about things with a negative attitude I think twice about it and realize this is not what Brittany would do in this situation...and so I try my hardest to have positive look on things...life my life to the fullest...even though youre not here...your always in my heart...your my best friend inside because I can always talk to you still...get advice...what ever the case is you name it your the best I have...

I look at you every night and say a prayer or just look its like your really here in my world...im never going to forget the time I met you on the way to Florida...that's one plane ride that I will never ever forget...you made me laugh soooo hard....I can still start cracking up about things that we talked about...and the banquet...wow that was a lot of fun...but we still have a lot more exciting things coming up as well....I've been having fun with you in my heart...and I know that you will never leave that place of me...we're still together and I know that...sooner or later everyone will be able to see your beautiful smile again....until then your always going to be in my heart and I can always count on you ...

im always here for you too....when ever I have ever needed a shoulder to lean on or cry on you always were there for me and wiped those tears away...your the sister I never had....that's the first thing I thought of when I met you...I love you sooooo much Brittany your always in my heart....im always here...and I've learned from experience that your always here for me too...and I thank you soooo much for that...your such a great person....your beautiful, have the most gorgeous smile....you make everyone laugh...sweet...thought

I LOVE YOU BRITTANY!!!!
a.k.a.
MY SISTER!
<33333333333333

talk to you later Brittany
were always going to be together...


From:       Lynn Martinez
City-State: Eastlake C.V,       
Date:       January 15, 2007
Time:       09:49 PM

Hi Girly Girl,

I have wanted so long to write to you, but I have been so busy. But I have had you on my mind I will always say I am so sorry that you are not here and that life does not stop but each day that goes on is one day that your parents get closer to being in heaven with you, and that is so encouraging for them to know that they will see you again one day =).

A new year has started and you will be 18 this year I'm sure you are the most beautiful Angel in GOD'S kingdom. Well,Girly Girl I just wanted you to know that even though my life is going through some major changes (good ones) I will never forget you and your parent's will always remain on my prayer list sweet dreams in heaven.

Lynn M


From:       bree  
Date:       January 08, 2007
Time:       12:29 PM

BRITTANY!!

i JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR COMiNG AND ViSiTiNG THE CA GYM THE OTHER DAY..WE ALL WERE PRACTiCiNG AND ALL OF A SUDDEN WE SAW A BEAUTiFUL, BEAUTiFUL BUTTERFLY JUST FLYiNG AROUND iN THE GYM..

OMG..iT WAS TRULY SOOOO EXTREME..THE MOMENT i SAW iT i THOUGHT TO MYSLEF AND i KNEW iT HAD TO BE A SiGN THAT YOU WERE THERE WATCHiNG US THAT DAY. SO YEAH i JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR GIViNG US ALL A SiGN THAT YOURE STiLL WATCHiNG OVER US AND i JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT i MiSS YOU TO THE EXTREME AND i LOVE YOU DEAR GURL<33
<33BREE


From:       Shawnessy
City_State: Livermore Falls, Maine
Date:       January 06, 2007
Time:       08:31 AM

Hi

I am a freshman at LFHS, a small town in Maine! I was on YouTube.com looking at cheering videos for comp, because I am a cheerleader, and a flyer! I came upon Brittney's and was dumbfounded because my middle name is Star too. That made me do more research on her and I came to this site!!! I am really sorry about everyone's loss!

Shawnessy Star*


From:       Mommy
City-State: Rancho Bernardo 
Date:       January 01, 2007
Time:       09:58 AM

Hi Baby,

Another year without you has gone by and another year is about to start and all it does is break my heart to be without you everyday.

I just hurt so bad wondering "who you'd be today", what you would be doing and watching your other friends be that someone today and you are not able to be a part of it is so hard. I just feel so sad in everything I do because you aren't here to be with us.  I still find it so hard to believe and when I think about the reality of it all I just get a sick feeling and fall apart.

Baylee is missing you so much and having such a hard time still.  Your friends were with the girls a lot at first but everything fades and I just have to do the best I can to help them get through this tragedy.  Baylee takes it very hard and has a lot of fear, anxiety and loneliness without you.

Gia is missing you more and more too. She talks about you all the time and asks a lot of questions now about your accident. It seems the older she gets she realizes you just aren't coming back and you can see the sadness in her eyes that is so painful.

I know I have to trust in God but sometimes it's just so hard because I still just don't understand why?  It just seems you had so much to live for and so much to do and why you I will never understand.  

I just feel so empty and memories is all I have to take the place of you and its just not fair. My heart and soul still aches everyday for you and sometimes I just cant take it. My heart is filled with such sorrow and I long for all the time we didn't have, all the things we didn't get to say. I miss seeing you become the beautiful lady you would have become. Most of all I miss that closeness that you and I had that we both know was like no other.

Life and the years seem to go on my love, but I never will until I see you again.  All I can do for now is wait and hold you close in my heart and everyday pray for strength to get up each morning to be here for your sisters.

Please stay close to me and let me know you are here.

I know you are resting in the comfort of God's great love and I have comfort in that. Until the day we see each other again I will wait. I will do everything I can to keep your memory alive because that is how I survive.

I love you always and forever, my lil girl...


Mommy