Date: January 29, 2007
Time: 07:52 PM
Hey Starr - Just thinking of Brittany and thinking what it would
be like for us if she were here today. I always speak to her in
my prayers. Just thought I'd let you know..
City-State: san diego
Date: January 26, 2007
Time: 03:19 AM
Your thought of often. We miss you Cathy Esoo
City-State: San Diego Ca
Date: January 26, 2007
Time: 03:05 AM
Thinking of you today and wishing you were here with us. My
daughters 19 and 25 take lots for granite and it could all be gone
City-State: Vista, CA
Date: January 18, 2007
Time: 02:21 PM
I miss you soooo
much...its been a while that I've been on here...but I just want you
to know that I think about you everyday...I have about three
pictures of you on my wall...in my binder...your always on my
mind....you've really changed my life...every time I put on that
bracelet of yours I turn into another person...you will always be
with me no matter what happens...when I think about things with a
negative attitude I think twice about it and realize this is not
what Brittany would do in this situation...and so I try my hardest
to have positive look on things...life my life to the fullest...even
though youre not here...your always in my heart...your my best
friend inside because I can always talk to you still...get
advice...what ever the case is you name it your the best I have...
I look at you every
night and say a prayer or just look its like your really here in my
world...im never going to forget the time I met you on the way to
Florida...that's one plane ride that I will never ever forget...you
made me laugh soooo hard....I can still start cracking up about
things that we talked about...and the banquet...wow that was a lot
of fun...but we still have a lot more exciting things coming up as
well....I've been having fun with you in my heart...and I know that
you will never leave that place of me...we're still together and I
know that...sooner or later everyone will be able to see your
beautiful smile again....until then your always going to be in my
heart and I can always count on you ...
im always here for
you too....when ever I have ever needed a shoulder to lean on or cry
on you always were there for me and wiped those tears away...your
the sister I never had....that's the first thing I thought of when I
met you...I love you sooooo much Brittany your always in my
heart....im always here...and I've learned from experience that your
always here for me too...and I thank you soooo much for that...your
such a great person....your beautiful, have the most gorgeous
smile....you make everyone laugh...sweet...thought
I LOVE YOU
talk to you later Brittany
were always going to be together...
City-State: Eastlake C.V,
Date: January 15, 2007
Time: 09:49 PM
Hi Girly Girl,
I have wanted so long
to write to you, but I have been so busy. But I have had you on my
mind I will always say I am so sorry that you are not here and that
life does not stop but each day that goes on is one day that your
parents get closer to being in heaven with you, and that is so
encouraging for them to know that they will see you again one day
A new year has
started and you will be 18 this year I'm sure you are the most
beautiful Angel in GOD'S kingdom. Well,Girly Girl I just wanted you
to know that even though my life is going through some major changes
(good ones) I will never forget you and your parent's will always
remain on my prayer list sweet dreams in heaven.
Date: January 08, 2007
Time: 12:29 PM
JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR COMiNG AND ViSiTiNG THE CA GYM THE OTHER
DAY..WE ALL WERE PRACTiCiNG AND ALL OF A SUDDEN WE SAW A BEAUTiFUL,
BEAUTiFUL BUTTERFLY JUST FLYiNG AROUND iN THE GYM..
OMG..iT WAS TRULY
SOOOO EXTREME..THE MOMENT i SAW iT i THOUGHT TO MYSLEF AND i KNEW iT
HAD TO BE A SiGN THAT YOU WERE THERE WATCHiNG US THAT DAY. SO YEAH i
JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR GIViNG US ALL A SiGN THAT YOURE STiLL
WATCHiNG OVER US AND i JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT i MiSS YOU
TO THE EXTREME AND i LOVE YOU DEAR GURL<33
City_State: Livermore Falls, Maine
Date: January 06, 2007
Time: 08:31 AM
I am a
freshman at LFHS, a small town in Maine! I was on YouTube.com
looking at cheering videos for comp, because I am a cheerleader, and
a flyer! I came upon Brittney's and was dumbfounded because my
middle name is Star too. That made me do more research on her and I
came to this site!!! I am really sorry about everyone's loss!
City-State: Rancho Bernardo
Date: January 01, 2007
Time: 09:58 AM
Another year without you has gone by and another year is about to
start and all it does is break my heart to be without you everyday.
I just hurt so bad wondering "who you'd be today", what you would be
doing and watching your other friends be that someone today and you
are not able to be a part of it is so hard. I just feel so sad in
everything I do because you aren't here to be with us. I still find
it so hard to believe and when I think about the reality of it all I
just get a sick feeling and fall apart.
Baylee is missing you so much and having such a hard time
still. Your friends were with the girls a lot at first but
everything fades and I just have to do the best I can to help them
get through this tragedy. Baylee takes it very hard and has a lot
of fear, anxiety and loneliness without you.
Gia is missing you more and more too. She talks about you all the
time and asks a lot of questions now about your accident. It seems
the older she gets she realizes you just aren't coming back and you
can see the sadness in her eyes that is so painful.
I know I have to trust in God but sometimes it's just so hard
because I still just don't understand why? It just seems you had so
much to live for and so much to do and why you I will never
I just feel so empty and memories is all I have to take the place of
you and its just not fair. My heart and soul still aches everyday
for you and sometimes I just cant take it. My heart is filled with
such sorrow and I long for all the time we didn't have, all the
things we didn't get to say. I miss seeing you become the beautiful
lady you would have become. Most of all I miss that closeness that
you and I had that we both know was like no other.
Life and the years seem to go on my love, but I never will until I
see you again. All I can do for now is wait and hold you close in
my heart and everyday pray for strength to get up each morning to be
here for your sisters.
Please stay close to me and let me know you are here.
I know you are resting in the comfort of God's great love and I have
comfort in that. Until the day we see each other again I will wait.
I will do everything I can to keep your memory alive because that is
how I survive.
I love you always and forever, my lil girl...