You are listening to "Flying with Angels"
By: Na Leo Pilimehana
Saturday, May 14, 2005
From: Anthony Curcio
From: Natalie Curcio
City_State: Valley Center, Ca.
Date: May 14, 2005
Time: 6:58pm PM
I still can't believe this has happened. I keep coming here and looking at all your BEAUTIFUL pictures. I wish so bad that I still had the photos that were lost in the fire because never more than now do I wish I could go through and remember each and every one and all the joy and happiness you brought to me and my whole family through the years.
You have always been so beautiful and photogenic, but your photos caught truly more than just your outward beauty, they caught the beauty you carry inside your soul as well, and I break down in tears every time I look. I can't tell you how much of an honor it was for me to be your Aunt and Godmother, and to watch you grow into such a beautifully caring and compassionate loving person.
I go to sleep at night and sometimes lay there for hours just thinking about you and how unreal it all still feels to me that this could happen. I cry when I remember being in the room when you were born, and how happy I was ( to the point I couldn't stop giggling ) to finally see you for the first time. You were a blessing at that time and always have been to everyone who knew you.
I know you're with Grandma now and all the people you loved who have passed on. Not only because of my faith, but because I went to the cemetery the morning after the accident and had a talk with my mom ( Grandma ). I was crying and upset, but when I looked at her picture and saw her eyes sparkling, I knew at that moment that you were with her in heaven and that she was so happy to see you ( and you to see her ). I asked my mom to take care of you and then thought to myself " that was silly " because I know she already is.....
You're on my mind all the time Brittany. I remember on the way home from the site that morning asking the Priest " How could this have happened ? Why did God take you away from us already?" And he simply responded " I don't know ". I guess none of us ever will know until we see you again, but I know one thing for sure, and that is that he must have a very special purpose for you in heaven to have taken you away from all of us who love you and miss you so much here.
Brittany, I can't tell you how very thankful I am that at Christmas I got the chance to tell you how much I love you ( and hug you right back when you snuck up to me in the kitchen and gave me a big bear hug and smile ). That memory will live with me forever and comfort me.
I love you Britt and you will always, always live in my heart !!!!!!! I miss you and love you so much !!!! Sleep with the Angels honey.....
I love you, Aunt Natalie
I didn't even know you! But you seemed so nice and happy just in the pictures.
We all are mourning but your in heaven now with everyone you loved. We miss you and we always will no matter what!
Star, we didn't know Brittany or you, yet our hearts go out to all of you.
Steve, you're such a great guy and just feel completely awful inside! I went to her funeral in support of Steve and can't possibly imagine the pain you're all feeling.
Brittany was and STILL is a beautiful flower whose memory and spirit will live on. When tragic things have happened in our lives, we try to accept that they happen for a reason and that the incident is trying to teach us something. If only we had the answers.
I know your heart is filled with pain and your days are empty, but as time goes by, you will find your inner strength again. Please know how much you are thought about, cared about, and prayed for each day.
Since we heard about Brittany we've thought about you so much, especially Mother's Day. As parents of only one child, a young daughter, we realize how much it too would change us and destroy us if we were to ever lose her. Before she was born, I never knew this kind of love and as a mother, it's a very deep love. Knowing you have so many people thinking about you and praying for the family, well hopefully this will bring you some level of comfort.
In closing......each day we have you in our thoughts and will respect your privacy to grieve. May God bless all of you and keep you in his prayers.
Neil & Diane Fritts
R.I.P.!!!!! GOD BLESS
Date: May 14, 2005
i love you and i miss you! i bet you're having so much fun in heaven! PLEASE help your family be strong. it breaks my heart to see everything that they are going through. Not a day goes by that i don't think of you!
God definitely does have the most beautiful angel!!!
I LOVE U!!